I'm listening to Jagged Little Pill (the album). It brings back grand memories of laying on the couch in 1997 and reading along in the liner notes as Alanis sang her little heart out. I'd never say the swear (I still rarely do) as I sang, in case my mom was around! I remember arguing with my friend Amy about whether she only says "chicken sh" or goes all the way with "chicken shit" in Jagged Little Pill (the song). Amy was right, it turned out, because I had only then heard the radio edit -- then we'd play with Amy's immense Barbie collection. It all seemed so important in those days.
That explains why I haven't listened to it in a very long time, yet I still know every word.
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I had to make a huge decision today.
My friend, and her beautiful daughter Odessa, are possibly moving to Vancouver in a few weeks for the summer so the former can work on an important film job. She Booked (Facebook messaged. . . I wanted to use a short verb, but now had to explain it) me today asking if I would go with her! She'd pay rent, I'd just have to buy my own groceries and take care of Odessa 4 days a week since her job would be 16 hour days. She'd pay me, of course, but even still it'd be a great opportunity.
Unfortunately there are a lot of plans this summer, in terms of my own future. If I eventually wanted to end up in Vancouver for my film career I would jump at this chance that she has given me. . . but to be truthful what I want more than anything is to help start a new industry here in Thunder Bay. Our mills are closing, people are moving. . . we're being rated one of the worst places to live in Canada and I am not going to just sit at the sidelines or move away to let my city rot. A few of my friends and I are going to make a difference. This summer is when it all starts! Television shows to be made, movies to be shot. . . I want to be in the thick of that. Why start at the bottom in larger cities when you can start near the top in your own home town? People think because I haven't moved away yet I am not job hunting, or not advancing. Truthfully I have been working on client work for corporate videos. Everyone starts somewhere. So as much as I love the pair of them, I can't give up what is possibly the most important summer of my career.
Trust me, it's very hard to say no to this face:

I'm not even going to lie, Odessa is the most adorable baby I have ever seen.
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I've been working at Eric's house for days now trying to transfer some High 8 tapes to an old Mac (with 9.2 as an operating system. It's terrible.). Everything has been acting up,: the tapes aren't in sync at all, the camera is being fussy, the Matrox box is screwing up, the computer is generally slow. . . These are full tapes, so they take 2 hours each to capture and turn into .mov files, and there are 18 of them! So, finally we had to go the Super 8 Deck route. Woot to expensive, old, but trustworthy technology!
Anyways, the real news is that in our search for a better solution Eric found another computer for me! I originally bought the one I had before (PowerMac G4, not much RAM, only one working hard drive with 15 GB left on it) for $200 from the school. It was such a great deal that how could I pass it up? It was equipped with thousands of dollars worth of programs (Photoshop 7, Final Cut Studio complete with Soundtrack, Motion, DVD Studio etc.) and was supposed to have two working hard rives, but one crashed shortly after I got it. That was this summer, and I've only been using it for Internet and word processing.
I told Eric about how I was talking to my dad about being able to edit on my computer, and my dad basically said that whatever I needed to make my Mac run well enough to edit sufficiently he would help me pay for. At first Eric told me to bring my computer into the school and he'd see what leftovers he could dig up, but then he found a whole new tower! It's still a PowerMac G4, but now it has twice as much RAM, Final Cut 5 (the one I used in school, as opposed to 4 which I had before), and two fully functional hard drives! That's more than 200GB of space, which i a huge improvement from 15GB! I don't even have t pay Eric any more money, he just told me to Firewire the towers together so I could copy all of the files I needed from my first tower, then give the crap one back to him. I'm more than excited.
Now I can EDIT AT HOME!! I'm not sure anyone else really gets it, but editing at the school, especially when you are no longer a student there, is awkward.
It even has a louder internal speaker, if that makes sense. The only down side so far is that I have to update from Mac OS X 10.4.6 to 10.4.10 by installing 10.4.7 - 10.4.10 one at a time. You can't skip any of the OS updates. Before I can begin that process I have to get the password from Eric, so I can install things, change the user from "Film Student" to my own name, and the password to something I will remember. Once I do all that i can finally use my keyboard shortcuts properly!
I can't believe the boys were using it to keep the dryer door closed when they did their laundry. Then again, yes I can.
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Tomorrow is an early morning for me, so I'm off to bed.
Cheers!